Long Winter Ledger (버전 2)

Intro

Ledger book in a plastic bag, thirty years of dust

Pages smell like basement cold and old man's trust

Some men keep their victories framed up on a wall

I keep the arithmetic of every time I crawled

Verse 1

Worked the sorting floor from five until the light came back

Hands that sorted mail learned how to sort the facts

Supervisor kept the clock but I kept the tally marks

Twelve-hour shifts in fluorescent dark

Rent due on the fifth, paycheck on the eighth

Three days in between to close the gap and wait

Wrote it down in columns, what came in, what went out

That's the only sermon that a man don't doubt

Brother fell in nineteen ninety-four, left two kids and debt

I absorbed his portion, never once regretted

Ledger showed me then what I still know now

There's no shortcut through the valley, only how

You carry what you promised to the ones that came before

Every line a contract with a closed door

Chorus

I keep the ledger, I keep the ledger

The small account of a long winter

Every number earned in the dark

I keep the ledger, I keep the ledger

The small account of a long winter

Every number carved in my heart

Verse 2

Bought a house in sixty-eight with cash I didn't have

Paid the contractor half upfront, the rest he took on faith

Worked two jobs plus weekends, never missed a payment day

Ledger showed the pressure but the house got made

My daughter asked me once why I don't spend and rest

Said the ledger's just accounting, not a treasure chest

Told her every line here means somebody ate that night

Somebody stayed in school, somebody stayed in sight

Now she keeps her own accounts, same way, same hand

Teaches her two children how to understand

That the richest men are poor if they don't know their debt

To the ones who kept the ledger, kept it set

Verse 3

Sixty-three years counting, never missed a page

Supervisor from the old days came and read my wage

Said son you never spent a dime that wasn't already owed

Said that's not a ledger, that's a sacred road

Built a school from overtime, a clinic from the rest

Watched the neighborhood rise up from the concrete nest

Asked me for the secret, how'd you do it all

Said you write it down and never let the total fall

Ledger's getting heavy now, the numbers running long

But every entry's proof that I was never wrong

To believe that quiet work compounds into a name

That the arithmetic of sacrifice builds a flame

Outro

Book gets passed down to whoever comes next

Every page a covenant, every line a text

I keep the ledger, I keep the ledger

The small account of a long winter

Every number earned in the dark