Intro
Grandpa ran the crossing before the bridge went up
Kept a lantern lit while the river tried to cut
Said the water don't forgive you, only tolerates your nerve
And the wolves along the bank just wait to see who swerves
Verse
Winter of forty-nine, the ice was thin as paper
He'd test it with a pole before he let the neighbor
Cross with his cattle, cross with his debt in a sack
Told him pay on the far side, ain't no refund coming back
Wolves came down at dusk, they smelled the fear in the herd
Circled the landing, patient, never said a word
Grandpa kept the rope taut, kept his voice low and slow
Said panic sinks a boat faster than the undertow
Learned that from his hands, rope burn deep in the palm
Calluses like scripture, kept the crossing calm
Some men couldn't pay, he ferried them for free
Said a debt to the river's steeper than a debt to me
Buried three that didn't make it, marked the graves with stone
Carved no names, just crossings, let the water own
What it took that season, kept the rest alive
Taught me before he died how the calm ones survive
Hook
Wolves at the ferry, circling the toll
I keep the water steady, keep my hands from turning cold
Not everybody crosses, some feed the riverbank
Wolves at the ferry, but the calm ones always land
Verse
Now I run a different landing, corner turned to shore
Same wolves in new jackets, same toll at every door
Kid came to me shaking, said the debt's already due
Told him pay it forward, that's the only fare that's true
I don't sell no hope in gold, I sell a steady hand
Taught him read the current before he try to stand
Lost one to the undertow, phone rang at three a.m.
Learned that grief's a river too, you float or you condemn
Yourself to drowning with him, I chose to keep the pole
Kept ferrying the others, kept the lantern's glow
Some nights the ice looks solid till you hear it start to crack
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